Worship

True, genuine, undeniable worship i believe is born of the understanding of the Majesty, Strength, Power, Authority of the Lord God.
Compared to the insecurity, frailty, brokenness, fallibility of Humanity.
Held together in the ever piercing light of Gods Grace, the fact that in spite of all our short comings or even perceived successes he loves us.
So much so that he sent his Son... Sent his Son, gave up His son, gave up his boy.
For me and the rest of the broken people that inhabit this planet.

How can i not fall to my knees when faced with this gift, when this light is put into my life how do my eyes not burn, i cant stare at it because i see it and it hurts.
How can one who has done so much, do so much still.

It doesn't make sense to me... why God does what he does, what he sees in us that makes him love us, but regardless he does.


Tonight i found Gods Grace in the words of my friends, (first letters of first names) C, A, S, L, K, N.
Maybe not even in their words but in their presence, in the creation of an environment in which i feel comfortable to play touch, and then talk about my failings as a man.

My prayer for my life is this "Lord i have thoughts and plans, but above all i want and am, may your will be done, and as your son did in the garden may i choose the path you lay below me rather than the path above anyone else"